and it's hard to say how i feel today for years gone by and i cried

i'm lost..
have not been in school for over a week
and i say that everything's fine but i don't really how it is.
weak & depressed for no fucking it okey to feel like this sometime?
anyway,the used are my kings at the moment!


one more time to say i love you always and keeping faith letting love find a way

shakedown, dreams walking in broad daylight

is it dead here or what?

i never really cared until i met you and now it chills me to the bone

07.30 raises mercedes me..
..that little pussy! but yeah..i'm sleepy,that's for sure.
today i'm going to dip candles @ aunt ulla (it's a tradition)
and eat good food and socialize with my relatives.
god..i have nothing more to say sorry!
it's cold outside if you guys hadn't noticed it ehehe..

day nine

9.favorite meme at the moment?
this haha!

for one so small you seem so strong my arms will hold you,keep you safe and warm

her favorite songs when she's lying here at the computer..

just the smell makes me weak but i don't dare to wake you now

isn't she adorable?
bff was here this weekend and admired my baby and took lots of pictures.gosh!
i can't leave her i can't!it hurts too much..and it's nasty&cold outside..

know you're out there know you've got a heart your gonna send me right back to the start

day eight

8.are you a fitness guru or a couch potato?talk about your exercise habits?
a couch potato undoubtedly - i'm really lazy.
i had a gym card but i only went 5-6 times..
i didn't feel comfortable with other people around me when i was there then.
but i don't know how it is now..and at the moment,i'm too poor to find that out..
final set:i can when i want but it's not often that i want.that's the thing with me ehehe..

day seven you came across tumblr and how your life has changed since joining?
i registered for long long time ago(because everyone else had it?),but i don't know how to use it..
yes,i'm dumb..
but i have other sites i look for pictures that i find quite intressting
and that can take hours!

if you were here i could deceive you and if you were here you would believe

goosebumps for god's sake..

all you've got to do is cross the line

do you tell lies?and say that it's forever?

but i just don't know now when all i wanna do is try

i'm such a badass who skipped school the whole afternoon
only so i could meet my bff in town.
and me&mom went to see precious mercedes yesterday..
..O to the M to the G so cute she was/are!
and next friday we're going to take her home!
okey,sorry about all this talk..but this is big for me..


just give me something to hold onto

snow fucking cock storm!
i hate seriously everything right now..

show me love, say my name when the music stops

sorry for boring update.
but i'm tired & lazy..(and fucking school starts tomorrow..god)
i just counting down the days until we get home with our little mercedes!!
and on tuesday we're going to visit the couple who has her!
if i'm happy?that's probably just the first name..

they kill their lives every day with what they say and what they do

watch out, my boyfriend is a bloodthirsty vampire

you've got a heart on fire, it's bursting with desires

i'm getting a cat in the middle of december november!
it's either a Levi (boy) or a Mercedes (girl).
i really love my mom right now..

let's go let your mind blow all your sorrows away

day six

6.your favorite season and why?
it should probablly be the spring.
i don't know's not cold or too warm outside then.
and i love the smell of the spring and noises from all the twittering birds..

i was a highschool loser never made it with a guy till the girls told me somethin' i miss and i gave the guy a little kiss,like this

soulmate dry your eyes,cause soulmates never die

met my grandmother today in town!
we ate at a chinese restaurant,it was so freakin good!
and i got my first fortune cookie - you will do well to expand your business.
then we looked in stores and she bought me a t-shirt!(so hipster..)
tomorrow will it be movie-time with line,hopefully "tusen gånger starkare".
everyone says it sucks..but i want to do my own perception about it first..

day five

5.tell us your three favorite colors?
boring i know...

day four

4.write about your closest friend(s)
i don't know what to write.
but i hope that the people as i see as my closest friends knows that.
first of all is it my mom,she's like a annoying sister i never had,but in a lovely way.
we can talk about everything,tease with eachother in a bad way till we ends up and hugging instead.
we're two totally different persons but i think that's why we match so well.
and then we have line - oh,you're scared now huh?no..just kidding!
she's the best,everything feels so naturally around her.
and i'm glad that she's in my life,we found eachother when we needed it the most.
you're sweet as sugar,kind as a golden retriever,warm as one big burning heart,smart as a book,
shillyshally as satan
,understanding as a psychologist,has a personality like nobody else..
and last but not least - she does like me,belive it or not!